Sunday, 4 September 2016

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Assalamualaikum and a very good evening to all of u who is reading this. U might be one of my professors,friends,classmates or even strangers. Well,do know I am welcoming you tremendously to read and enjoy my post about one of my most memorable stories I've kept alongside ,throughout my 3 years journey of indulging into this area or field.
I was a matriculation student,and unexpectedly I've got into banting,selangor matriculation which is situated like so near to my house in shah Alam.It was shocking because i had requested for the ones in kelantan and pineng?.So yeah..

I was in module 2,stereotyped as future engineers,physicist and some other occupations that we may encounter that are related to physics. Thou,I was grateful that I didnt take biology anymore,I was very scared about physics..because my love for my spm level physics back then pun sebab one of of my tutors named Mr Aru,he is an indian guy,a devoted christian and a great artist as well. I still kept his drawings still,until now.Thats how precious they are to me.

I remember when I've entered my first class for physics,I was pretty confident back then,with the most motivating feeling to impress my unknown physic's lecturer.But,instead of impressing,I have made him mad. Long story short,my first 3 lab reports were a mess and I've got zeroes for all of them. It was very funny if i remember back about it today but I remember clearly enough that I cried devastatedly for the third lab report because of a foolish misunderstanding. I've never did my lab report alone,but for my third lab report I have done it very well and precisely checked.Yelah,checked for like 10 times just for a lab report. So,when i was determined to hand in my work at the earliest hour, my lecturer said there were some correction for us to do so we need to hand in by 5 pm. Well, end of the day where i thought i asked my friend to help handing in my report to him...I've checked my bag and OMG!,there it was..my tears-of-blood lab report. I was scared of course and I cried,do know I am not a person who easily cries so if I cry for you than you are somehow speacial.

Its was hard for me to bring myself up and keep myself motivated but I know deep within that he is a great teacher more like an amazing educator because behind every rage,he advices like no other,genuinely wanting to help us to become better humans. After a year,he made me who I am now.He showed me the beauty in physics and relate it to the world and teachings of my religion.He showed that every knowledge especially phyics have their own importances in this world and are never in vain.He tought me,that eventhough we face obstacles and whatever difficulties in life,do believe it happens for a reason and please face it not run. I used to run,but when I've changed my ways back then to not run and face him on,face my weaknesses and insecurities hard on. I learned so many things and changed to a better human. Unlike every students he have scolded,I was the only one who never apologized because one of my principles in life,is to never give out ur apologies that easily because we need it to be somewhat meaningful..so I did apologize but,not until my very last meeting with him where I brought along something dear to me, my new self and an A.

1 comment:

  1. I might not understand your feeling 100% but I feel the same thing, which is learning and appreciating Physics make me know and love God more... and my faith..

    And I am with you too, for, keeping our apologize as something very meaningful.

    Mesti comel masa awak panik tengok lab report tu dalam bag kan? hehehe...

    Thank you for writing, keep inspiring with your sharing.

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